LMAO journal rant because it feels good

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This started as a quick status but quickly moved over to a journal lol

Really bummed lately. I have got plenty of time to do some arts but just no inspiration. I kinda have been making myself finish up old pieces that I dropped a while ago but I wish I could get something new going. It actually have been like this for the last few weeks. I also doesn't help that I have an aunt, who got me to make her a big pen/ink sketch poster (I think it was like 20in x 18in or somth) for free for a disabled kids sports program fundraiser, is now pestering me to open commissions???? she is seriously so annoying. She even came into my work asking me for business cards that she can give out at the fundraiser and when I tell her I don't have any she was like "But you don't want business?" in a weird passive aggressive way and I was like "no, I am working and doing college and I just don't want to." But she keeps throwing the "oh but your so good at it!" at me as if that actually means anything? the sketch I gave her to me was very poor compared to what I probably could have done, which just shows how limited her perception of what good art is. But it gets even better! she showed up to my house this Wednesday while I was working and dropped off BUSINESS CARDS that she made FOR ME ?!? I have yet to get back to her about if I 'like them or not'... It just drives me crazy, she barely even knows me or what art I actually like making (which is mostly digital, which she doesn't even understand) but she wrote this lil blurb on the back of the card that was like a lame sales pitch about my art and then added "framing and matting available" which is really weird idk where she got that from. That part actually kinds scares me because she is crazy about opening her own business and likes finding ways of making money and I thought that was a weird way of including herself in my business (because SHE matted and framed the sketch I gave her..). It is really hard to explain her unless you know her, shes just this crazy helicopter mom (her son is like 10 and she still cuts up his food for him and even wipes is ass, hes not disabled or anything) who has nothing else to do all day except be a nutjob to everyone else. Like everyone who runs into her will tell you the same thing. My coworker breeds rabbits and she sold my aunt two lionhead babies and the next day one died because she put too much junk in it's cage (those crappy treats from the pet store, weird bedding etc.) and since this rabbit was a baby it had only gotten hay and pellets (baby rabbits are not ready for treats until at least 9 months usually,depending, let alone the ones full of chemicals and dyes from the store) and so the rabbit just got itself clogged up because it just went crazy eating and it died, despite my coworker telling her to just slowly introduce things if she really wanted to give her stuff. ANYWAY I am really ranting now lmao.... So I have a crazy watching my every move and bothering me. Oh and she keeps bringing me the sketch to change things that she decided she wants on it and stuff... and she wanted my picture with it? ugh. I made a big mistake helping her out tbh. Oh yea AND she lives across the street from me so I have no escape   :  )   

When she finally shows up to ask me abt the cards I will just be honest, and if people start contacting me abt commissions I am just gonna say no. They say it is good to get a strong NO in your vocabulary! lol.

Ok back to playing FreeSO & procrastinating doing homework...........................


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