SammySundog

This started as a quick status but quickly moved over to a journal lol

Really bummed lately. I have got plenty of time to do some arts but just no inspiration. I kinda have been making myself finish up old pieces that I dropped a while ago but I wish I could get something new going. It actually have been like this for the last few weeks. I also doesn't help that I have an aunt, who got me to make her a big pen/ink sketch poster (I think it was like 20in x 18in or somth) for free for a disabled kids sports program fundraiser, is now pestering me to open commissions???? she is seriously so annoying. She even came into my work asking me for business cards that she can give out at the fundraiser and when I tell her I don't have any she was like "But you don't want business?" in a weird passive aggressive way and I was like "no, I am working and doing college and I just don't want to." But she keeps throwing the "oh but your so good at it!" at me as if that actually means anything? the sketch I gave her to me was very poor compared to what I probably could have done, which just shows how limited her perception of what good art is. But it gets even better! she showed up to my house this Wednesday while I was working and dropped off BUSINESS CARDS that she made FOR ME ?!? I have yet to get back to her about if I 'like them or not'... It just drives me crazy, she barely even knows me or what art I actually like making (which is mostly digital, which she doesn't even understand) but she wrote this lil blurb on the back of the card that was like a lame sales pitch about my art and then added "framing and matting available" which is really weird idk where she got that from. That part actually kinds scares me because she is crazy about opening her own business and likes finding ways of making money and I thought that was a weird way of including herself in my business (because SHE matted and framed the sketch I gave her..). It is really hard to explain her unless you know her, shes just this crazy helicopter mom (her son is like 10 and she still cuts up his food for him and even wipes is ass, hes not disabled or anything) who has nothing else to do all day except be a nutjob to everyone else. Like everyone who runs into her will tell you the same thing. My coworker breeds rabbits and she sold my aunt two lionhead babies and the next day one died because she put too much junk in it's cage (those crappy treats from the pet store, weird bedding etc.) and since this rabbit was a baby it had only gotten hay and pellets (baby rabbits are not ready for treats until at least 9 months usually,depending, let alone the ones full of chemicals and dyes from the store) and so the rabbit just got itself clogged up because it just went crazy eating and it died, despite my coworker telling her to just slowly introduce things if she really wanted to give her stuff. ANYWAY I am really ranting now lmao.... So I have a crazy watching my every move and bothering me. Oh and she keeps bringing me the sketch to change things that she decided she wants on it and stuff... and she wanted my picture with it? ugh. I made a big mistake helping her out tbh. Oh yea AND she lives across the street from me so I have no escape   :  )   

When she finally shows up to ask me abt the cards I will just be honest, and if people start contacting me abt commissions I am just gonna say no. They say it is good to get a strong NO in your vocabulary! lol.

Ok back to playing FreeSO & procrastinating doing homework...........................

Okay, I immediately emailed deviantart about the situation and they were able to cancel the transaction which is REALLY great. I immediately went to withdraw it to my own paypal and found the information of the hacker saved in the boxes! 






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I logged in today and DA kept prompting me to validate my new email address and it was a weird one that definitely did not belong to me? I don't remember it exactly but the website part of the address was like @blinke.me or something? When I saw it I changed my registered email and password but ??? 

My commissions will be closing soon. My next class starts this Monday and I think it's gonna be a heavy one :' ) 

I would like to be more active here tho! Currently thinking of some various ways to make myself draw more and stuff. 

I was tagged by Lovelyviletlil2 ! I feel like I have things I've been tagged in in the past by other people that I've forgotten?? idk im sorry if so. ANYWAY thanks for the tag friend lets get to it

1. Have you ever left the country?
Yea I went to Canada once lmao
2. How do you pronounce 'egg'?
Eh-G ??? 
3. Do you talk to relatives outside of your immediate family often?
Not really but I live down a road all my neighbors (which is 2) are relatives so I mean I kinda have to a little.
4. Are you a space or nature person?
Nature
5. Would you like to learn any languages? If so, which one/s?
I would love to know Italian, I tried t learn French since Quebec boarders the top of my state so we get a lot of frenchies and I wanna know what they are saying about us ugly Americans
6. What do you think of the more recent surge in social justice enthusiasts on the internet?
I find Social justice and contemporary feminism (which is really just more social justice) to be a big joke tbh. When I was a bit younger I sorta went along with it because I saw  a lot of people around me following it but I've woken up to see the complete illogical whiny shit it is.
7. What kinds of shows (if any) did you watch when you were little?
I was obsessed with Whinny the Poo! I also remember Rocket Power (I think that is what it was, the surfer kids) and a lot of animal planet learning shows.
8. What would you define as sin? Is it a part of your belief system?
I really don't follow any belief system and 'sin' has always just been a term used in a non-serious / tongue-in-cheek sense to me. 
9. What is your favorite album currently?
MAN idk man I had a thing for Sticky Fingers by the Stones for a while... I have returned to my endless obsession with 'How Many More Times' by Ledzep ("Lil' Robert Anthony wants to come'n play!" I cry)  so we could say the album that is off of (Which technically doesn't have a name??)..  but like the farm store I work at sells these Schleich toys and we got a new one that is a dragon and it's tag said it was called "the hunter" and that song hit me like a brick I haven't been able to shake it smfh.
10. What is something people have called/call you that you don't enjoy? (you don't have to say)
Uh, when I was in high school people found out that I had like 30 rabbits and they started calling me the bunny wrangler and... I... cringe.


Questions
1. Minimalism & everything in my room is one of two colors OR ChaosIsMyHusband™ & my room is a mess
2. What pet do you wish you could have but can't?
3. Do you eat meat/animal products?
4. What is the worst of today's most common social media sites?
5. What is the weather doin rn
6. Do you have a favorite youtuber/youtube channel? if so who?
7. You can have any hairstyle you wish right now in the blink of an eye and you will be able to pull it off no matter what - what do you choose?
8. City or Rural?
9. As I am typing this my super gay parakeets won't stop bird kissing each other, like get a room wtf - how do you feel about public displays of affection?
10. What is the worst fandom on the internet?

TAGS
You don't have to do this shit, or you can only do half or something idc
Lovelyviletlil2 (I didn't see rules about no tag backs I don't think?????) rippedskinniejeans WesternSpurs Crissiesaurus badazal @anyoneelsewhowantsto >: )

Hey there everyone, I am very inactive here these days I guess. I have a inbox overflowing with journals, polls, and deviations I need to sort through but honestly just don't have the energy to these days. I am at college and I work two different jobs. Anyway, I noticed a random jump in people watching me which is neat, thanks so much to all of you who do! I want to get back to drawing my OCs more, I follow some people on Instagram who are always sketching them in little scenes and scenarios and I wish I could come up with stuff like that but I have a hard time with it. I am also really sick right now and my whole family is in Georgia except me (My brother graduated from basic yesterday) so I have the whole zoo of a household to take care of alone all while I can barely breath or stay awake lmao (2 dogs, 2 cats, 2 parakeets, 4 fish, 7 chickens, 17 rabbits, a donkey, a pony, 4 ducks) so I probably won't be doing it anytime soon but I might IDK. I'm really a flaky person tbqh.